"There's no thing such as coincidences in this world" Hitsuzen, Hitsuzen, Hitsuzen is the key word of life...at least of mine...i believe that what Yuko said is true, as usual i find my truth in ART...Anyway lately I'm getting this feeling that i don't have to fit in with others "ZETTAI"...it may be inevitable for me to live on art, and to feel fine just with it, rather than with people...it's not that i feel bad being with people...it's just i feel so much better alone with Art,. That's why i spend most of time alone, that's why i often thirst for being alone; and even if i firmly believe the statement "Nobody wants to be alone" i don't want to spend much time with others,...I've learned that being alone brings you pain, i've learned this while i was feeling so empty that ANYTHING felt better than that., so probably now that pain has become something more than pleasurable, is something NEEDED....i realized i feel better when alone, i realized i also sometimes miss people (my dears)...but that's much less than my other need...I don't want to be alone, but i made myself so used to be alone that now i somehow need it!!!And that's all...it's invevitable for me to be like this and i don't want to try changing anymore!!i really admire Yuko and most of all XXXHOLiC characthers (Watanuki&Doumeki are so KAWAII)...here's one of my fav video from youtube about XXXHOLiC which i think fits perfectly the humoristc feeling you get reading the Manga